Is having a birthday that he doesn’t really even remember himself.
Has never really celebrated own birthdays [except few years with Elliott] so never really remembers them either, he doesn’t consider it that remarkable day really. Just another day among others.

Has been going through a rougher phase with his lover being down, been a comfort for him while himself feeling a little awkward as he doesn’t seem to feel anything at all. Not even in craving for sex though been without for quite a while. Though right now wouldn’t even ask for any. Perhaps needing something else..
Waiting for summer holidays and free time from work, waiting to get to do things he enjoys when finally having time for them, and waiting to take Elliott with himself to somewhere new again, away from the same old.

I’m back…

This morning was pretty fucking cold! I woke up shivering though I was wearing all my clothes and a blanket. So pretty soon when the gas station kiosk opened, I got a coffee and a breakfast which did pretty damn good, and then was on the road again.
It’s getting darker again, and it’s been raining water too just like yesterday. I’m almost in my destination and then, I can finally turn back home..